today i woke up late, very late, even though i was awake at 7.05, and several times at 2-minute intervals after that, but i wasn't awake-awake. anyway i woke up (eventually) at 10.30 or something, ate, walked about in a zombie-like manner, and tried to drag myself to school by 12 for tv. but problems ensued, the solution to which involved me washing my head in a sink using a hose, among other mini misadventures. so by the time i got out of home it was 11.55. not a good idea but i got on the bus anyway. missed two buses because of the strategic placement of bus stops in the area, and my poor, misguided bus stop selection.

i got to boon lay mrt station at 12.20, still with the full intention to get to class, no matter how late. (because mr zul is nice and it would not be nice to keep missing his classes and also because the MC i got - THE ONE AND ONLY MC I HAVE DEMANDED IN ABOUT FIVE YEARS - only covered me for 2 days?! and expired yesterday. and i refuse to go get another one because the doctorman is IRRITATING.)

i got on the train. the recording said 'clementi' at around 12.35, and i stayed on the train.

so i didn't go to school, until 3 hours later to take MM test. (open book thank god)

as for the three in-between hours... whatever.

i think my tv prod group mates will not understand. (joy.)

anyway we had dinner with zhenxiao!

and today a stranger gave me flowers.

joy.

tomorrow morning decides my fate.

i just washed the dishes and in the process missed multiple msn conversations. anyway, the christmas tree is up! a little bit late this year. but nevermind!

it's been an eventful weekend!

I HATE THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

I HATEEEEEEEEE

ALSKDFJALKSDJFLAKSDJFLKAJSDLFKJASDKFJALKSDJFLKAJSDFKASDJF DON'T NEED THIS YAHHHHH.

ENOUGHHHHH.

JUST TWO MORE WEEKS BEFORE I GET OUT OF THIS NONSENSE. WE ARE ALL SHEEP, I HAVE BECOME EVEN MORE CONVINCED OF THIS THIS MORNING, AND I REALLY CANNOT DO THIS ANY LONGER. so much for education.

TWO WEEKS, AND IT WILL BE A TEMPORARY (AND LUCKY) BREAK I REALLY NEED. I'LL BE FREE FOR A MONTH (or so it seems, i know school will come creeping up to be christmas grinch) BUT WHATEVER, I'LL BE FREE. then i just need to survive another month or two, and then i can leave this useless cuckooness behind!

"why not show me the fishes. dead fishes. and if i see the fishes moving, i'm insane."

"...do it again, sam-u-ellll"

hi, today has been one of the worst days of my life so far! :) but whatever!
that aside, withdrawal/deferment procedures are proving difficult.

i'm starting on MRM now. this is no cause for alarm, and everyone must remain calm. everything will be fine, i have less than two hours.

going nuts in 5....4....3....2....

My friends, i will now solemnly report that i am pausing my studies in this ... fine institution ... in search of greener pastures. GREEEEEEEENNNN. and i will return some day to complete my final semester of study. i will troop down to the FMS office tomorrow or something, to inform the Higher People of this decision. fingers crossed for no red tape. REEEEEDDDDDDD.

woohoo, wakacha!

whoa, the media management notes underwent a great aesthetic upheaval this week. hallelujah.

goodnight my friends!

my computer was running on "battery power" and i was completing the tv script and saved it in the thumbdrive on time (Score!) i should learn never to look at work after it's been handed in, which i never do. cept that now i opened it accidentally, and i see this very irritating glaring error. "hanging out at there". what the hell is the "at" doing there. i hate this kind of stupid word mistakes. i hate it! i deleted the whole thing in annoyance. veh irritating leh.

i left my laptop in the fms office today by accident (again) and i walked out all the way to like business block, and then stopped, turned back and trekked back up the hill to retrieve it. D: whatever, lucky thing it's in an old envelope so noone decided it was valuable and that they should send it to some lost&found space (studentservicecentre*bleh*studentservicecentre*) where i would have to go through Much to get it back. (STUDENTSERVICESCENTRE*ALKSDJF*SSC)

anyway, i had a good day, did you? my friend is your friend leh!

thanks a lot, schoolmates.


unrelated: wah damn irritating bug keeps running in a perfectly straight line up and down the middle of the screen. and i'm typing in the dark, which means that i see this little shadow running up and down the middle of a very-bright-white-light.

Mr Bangras says he went backpacking in Spain, and he met a girl who went backpacking and then she just... stayed!

My friends, AN IDEA! (i know you'll say no, b!)

let us walk from one end of the island to the other, bryan, and navigate our way to a Fountain, where we will splash in its spendour.  you too, melv.

if/when we graduate, i will miss you both very much!

i want to take those pills again, IT WILL BE WORTH IT.

elise, you were not with me today in class, you would have HELPED ME.  OR WARNED ME.

i'm not much bothered, BUT WHAT IF OTHER PEOPLE ARE BOTHERED.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THANKFUL I AM THAT WE ARE NOT IN THE SAME CLASS NOW, FOR TODAY.

Wah oh my godddd.

I TELL YOU AH, TOO MUCH EXPOSURE TO The Other Species.  Too much! It's true about their contagiousness. IT'S TRUEEEEEEEE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHYWHYWHYWHY. okay done. byebye!